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| So I closed my door to the world. Outside, once my favorite place on earth...I had no interest in it at all. |
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| I would get the occasional call to go out for a ride, or hang out, but I just didn't want to.I didn't want to see anyone or do anything. I just wanted to go home. |
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| But I doubted myself. Is this healthy? Shouldn't I go out? Shouldn't I be social? Shouldn't I act this way and not that? Shouldn't I be this person and not that person? Do this? Go this way? Be something else? Do what I'm supposed to do? Play by the rules? Get with the program? Behave? Grow up? Get along? BE HAPPY? |
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| I'd listened to so many people for so many years tell me who I was supposed to be I was entirely twisted and convoluted with their dictates. I had no idea anymore who I was. |
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| I stopped doing anything with anyone who imposed anything at all onto me, and started unraveling my twine. And then something happened: (...wait for it...) |