2/18/11

straws two and three

College educated, parents still married, private school teacher...batshit crazy.

College educated, parents still married, went to church every Sunday, never learned a thing while there; VP of a large corporation, millionaire...maybe the most fucked up person I've ever met, a complete psychopath narcissist.  Still stalks me.  I've actually told someone about her in case I turn up dead one day.


I tried to avoid patterns and types, but they all had a little something in common:  not one of them could say "I'm sorry," or simply take responsibility for their actions.  When I fucked up, the shit and anguish was thrown at me like I was the most evil motherfucker on earth.  Once I was a man; after these three relationships I'm a simpering and reduced shell of an idea of a man.